Ari: Kristian brought in this song that became one of my personal favourites on the album. Not only are the lyrics very meaningful, I also love the sick, shrill voice he delivers them in.

There’s lots to love here, from Assu’s thrash beats to me and Mika’s bull choir backing vocals and Janne’s quality guitar work. Sheer brilliance!

Kristian: A usual story of a codependent falling in love with a narcissist. Narcissists are victims of their ego. Codependents are victims of narcissists. Remember to not act like a narcissist! Break free from your ego! Do not be codependent! Break free from the narcissist’s control and lies! Be supportive and kind to others!

NARCISSIST

Liars raising new liars

The hurt causing more hurt

Disparage and gaslight

Feel insane and alert

MIND! rules the body

EGO! rules the mind

EXCESSIVE ADMIRATION! 

Life is confined! 

Fear, reigning with anger

All things under control

Words igniting the fire

To love is to own

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In a darkness of the sickness

Love is a blind eyewitness

When a codependent fell into a scheme of a sadist

In a darkness of the mind

There’s no love for you to find

But poor self-esteem can’t resist

A NARCISSIST!

Jealous and obsessive

Illogical and aggressive

Outlaw with a vengeance

Unequally sentenced

In a darkness of the sickness

Love is a blind eyewitness

When a codependent fell into a scheme of a sadist

In a darkness of the mind

There’s no love for you to find

But poor self-esteem can’t resist

A NARCISSIST!

The lies and regrets 

Of a never-changing egoist

Victim blamed and nothing happened

No compassion left for deluded optimist 

(solo)

In a darkness of the sickness

Love is a blind eyewitness

When a codependent fell into a scheme of a sadist

In a darkness of the mind

There’s no love for you to find

But poor self-esteem can’t resist

A NARCISSIST!

Collapsing emptiness

Facade of omnipotence

Caged hope of the heartless

Departed in silence

Break free from ego! 

Break free from ego!